The Lost of my Best Friend

On July 21, 2001 my mother passed away from stomach cancer. I was only 12 years old and I felt like my world was turned upside down. It was a traumatic experience for me. At that age the only thing I could think about was what in the heck happen to my mother. My emotions were all over the place, I was a confused young child. Now that I am an adult I’m still grieving over her passing because as a kid I didn’t know how to express myself. People thought I was seeking for attention. No I wasn’t…I was crying out for help and I wanted my mother back with me. I felt like I didn’t get a chance to have that motherly bond before she died. Today makes eighteen years since her passing. All theses years I haven’t been okay. No daughter gets over the lost of their mother. I didn’t want to stay in bed all day being depressed and angry. So, this year I decided to do something positive. Since I’m not able to visit her grave. I thought it would be better to get some flowers in remembrance of my mother. To be honest it has been very difficult not having her in my life but I know she has been with me all along. I promise to keep her memory alive and keep going for her.

Love you Mom

Lisa Rose March 31, 1967-July 21, 2001