Childhood Trauma

!Trigger Warning!

My childhood was never the same after my mother died. My memories became a blur. I prefer not to remember them because I went through a lot of pain and suffering at the age of 12. When I went through that traumatic experience of loosing my mother as a child…it messed with me up mentally, physically, and emotionally. At the age of 13 I discovered self-harm. I was trying to find ways to take my own life. I felt like the loss of my mother was tearing me into pieces. The only way I knew how to cope was hurting myself. Now that I am an adult, my childhood trauma is affecting me mentally. I haven’t healed from my pain or found closure from my mom’s passing. I’m still working through this and it will take some time.

You are not a victim. Just a fighter with scars that a few can understand”

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