About two years ago, I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder. At that time, I did not know anything about this disorder. So, I want to share some information about it and express how having Major Depressive Disorder affects my daily life.
Major Depressive Disorder also known as unipolar Major Depression is characterized by a persistent feeling of sadness outside stimuli. The causes of this disorder come from genetics. I have family members who has this disorder. We as individuals went through something traumatic in our life and this disorder affects us in different ways. Talking with them about it makes me feel less alone. One fact I found interesting was the reason for women experiencing Major Depression more than men is due fluctuating hormones and genetic predisposition particularity around the times of puberty, childbirth, and menopause.
There are different types of depression disorders. Just to name a few…
Seasonal Affective Disorder or SAD
Postpartum Depression
Psychotic Depression
Melancholic Depression
Atypical Depression
Catatonic Depression
The signs and symptoms of this disorder are negative thinking with inability to see positive solutions.
Agitation
Restlessness
Inability to focus
Lashing out at a loved one
Irritability
Withdrawing from loved ones and regular activities
Increase in sleeping
Exhaustion and lethargy
Morbid, suicidal thoughts
Weight loss or gain
The treatment methods for this disorder are psychotherapy, antidepressant medications and other somatic therapies.
Having Major Depressive Disorder is challenging. Its hard for me to function at work and school. Most days I want to be left alone. I do not want to leave the house to hang out with friends and family. Its hard for me to sleep during the night because my brain will not shut off and I spend most of my time sleeping during the day. My mood is always up and down. I feel like my disorder takes control over my life. It is frustrating and overwhelming, but I always find myself pushing through this obstacle and I come out stronger.
The link is provided below for more information
The Road to Recovery 
Hey, I just wanted to say… thankyou for sharing this, it takes a lot of courage!
You said your relatives before you have it too? That sounds like a generational curse.
But, they can be overcome! Know that you won’t make it by your strength, but by Gods!
I don’t know what you believe but I believe God can/will heal you! Speak healing over yourself and I will be praying for you.
I know it sounds crazy, but it starts with a choice… your body is only temporary! God gives his people the power to heal. Believe me.
– Ruthie 🙂
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